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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
this is old

but i love you







<3.

Posted at 05:50 pm by f4ll3ntears
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Monday, September 13, 2004
sea monkey

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<CENTER><a href="http://www.geocities.com/nitrossite/index.html">Meet 'BJ'
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my adopted
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Sea-Monkey!</a></td>
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Posted at 01:59 am by f4ll3ntears
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Monday, September 06, 2004
i love her

i miss her =(





</3

Posted at 10:02 pm by f4ll3ntears
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
finally

finally xanga music has vindicated..about time...well anyways i dont really have much to say so thats all, later


</3 Chris

Posted at 02:23 pm by f4ll3ntears
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
bleh

hi whats up i got a diff song on here now n yeah and I DONT TRUST SOME CERTAIN PEOPLE WITH CERTAIN THINGS anymore and yeah nothing new well there is new stuff its just u dont feel like putting certain things in here so the whole world can read lol thats all later

      -Chris

Posted at 01:46 am by f4ll3ntears
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
take this only if u know me :)

Helll yes here you go if u <3 me in any way take this thingy please and just put ur answers in the comments whenever u got some time thanks =)

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga/ LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

-ChRiS


Posted at 01:04 am by f4ll3ntears
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Saturday, July 03, 2004
some things..

hey whats up n2m here yeah well me n lizzie are all friends now n lizzie im really sorry......and we are getting back the dog that we have had for only about a week now bc she dont get along with our other dogs too well so yeah 2morro i think kyle's coming over n yeah i did some quiz things but they dont show up when i put in the code thingy so o well i guess well thats all..later

     </3 Chris

Posted at 12:34 am by f4ll3ntears
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Friday, July 02, 2004
Mood:happyish

today kinda sucked...lizzie i dont know why u hate me i mean you were the one on my sn and doing all that stuff..u wouldn't even tell me what i did...but w/e....anyways dylan i love u and ur in here like i said ud be =) cockalicious ;-) hehe well thats about it other then one more thing im gunna rite in here at the bottom on the blog n yeah cyaa

Nothing is real. And I want you to know. That im not alright,
Im still losing whats left of my self-esteem.
And im still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams.
the hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
So ill bite my tounge until it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know.
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someoneelse.
And I've been tricked for so long by you,
That i spent these last few months in my own hell.
A failed apology, and all you've ever been to me os a waste of time and nothing more.
You dont have time for me.
I hate myself for loving you like this.

thanks for ur time...

</3 Chris

Posted at 02:31 am by f4ll3ntears
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
...yeah...

yes im here yet again to waste some time of yours well today nothing fantastic happened i talked 2 lizzie on the fone and also angel n yeah tomorrow...well today im getting a new xbox cuz yeah my other one's a piece of shiot n im gettin a three days grace cd so yeah..i dont know why but lately everyday problems and troubles i deal with have been getting to me alot so yeah that might be why certain people have been asking whats wrong..its nothing...just my usual shit...anyways im going to go now and yeah later

               -Chris

Posted at 06:11 am by f4ll3ntears
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
love hurts

hi wats up nothing here yeah saturday we went n got the dog Joy n yeah shes cool n today the stupid dog woke up at 5 n wouldn't go back ot sleep so i couldn't either n yeah uhm yeah life is stupid n goes no where good for me as usual sometimes i wonder if anything will go right for me bc i feel like just giving up on love n stuff like that n yeah i expect not seeing how idk how anyone could like i thing like me *sigh* well yeah im gunna go now n do something n yeah im out...

Posted at 10:38 pm by f4ll3ntears
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